On November 4, 2012, actress Barkha Madan renounced the world. The decision wasn't prompted by financial lows, professional woes or heartbreak. Barkha, who now goes by the name Gyalten Samsen, was a Miss India finalist in 1994, the year that Sushmita Sen and Aishwarya Rai won big at the beauty pageant and went on to conquer the universe and the world. After a successful stint as a model, Barkha herself stormed into Bollywood with Khiladiyon Ka Khiladi in 1996. She has fond memories of shopping with Rekha, watching Akshay Kumar rehearse his stunts for hours and smiling at a handsome 7-foot giant who turned out to be The Undertaker, the WWF champion Akshay knocks out.
The same year, she starred in the Indo-Dutch production, Driving Miss Palmen, before vanishing from the screen for seven years. She returning to spook in and as Ram Gopal Varma's Bhoot, and followed up with 20-odd TV shows. To the world, she'd found her calling. She herself admits that despite the highs and lows, the occasional proposition she was never desperate enough to accept, she enjoyed being an actress and was fascinated by the world of make-believe reality. But there was a nagging restlessness, niggling questions about whether this was her life's purpose.
As a sixth grader she'd visited a monastery in Sikkim where her army officer father was posted and had felt at home. In 2002, the feeling of home-coming returned while she was listening to the Dalai Lama in Dharamsala. Drawn by the happiness on his face, she asked Lama Zopa Rinpoche if she could make her a nun too. Rinpoche laughed, "Why ? You fought with your boyfriend? Joining the monastic order isn't about escapism. You need to embrace Buddhist philosophy and reflect on why you want to walk the path of Divination." Over the next decade, Barkha set up a production company and made two films, Soch Lo (2010) and Surkhaab (2012). "Everything was going well but I felt something was missing," she reminsces, explaining her reasons for going to a monastery in Kathmandu and asking to join the Buddhist monastic order.
The same year, she starred in the Indo-Dutch production, Driving Miss Palmen, before vanishing from the screen for seven years. She returning to spook in and as Ram Gopal Varma's Bhoot, and followed up with 20-odd TV shows. To the world, she'd found her calling. She herself admits that despite the highs and lows, the occasional proposition she was never desperate enough to accept, she enjoyed being an actress and was fascinated by the world of make-believe reality. But there was a nagging restlessness, niggling questions about whether this was her life's purpose.
As a sixth grader she'd visited a monastery in Sikkim where her army officer father was posted and had felt at home. In 2002, the feeling of home-coming returned while she was listening to the Dalai Lama in Dharamsala. Drawn by the happiness on his face, she asked Lama Zopa Rinpoche if she could make her a nun too. Rinpoche laughed, "Why ? You fought with your boyfriend? Joining the monastic order isn't about escapism. You need to embrace Buddhist philosophy and reflect on why you want to walk the path of Divination." Over the next decade, Barkha set up a production company and made two films, Soch Lo (2010) and Surkhaab (2012). "Everything was going well but I felt something was missing," she reminsces, explaining her reasons for going to a monastery in Kathmandu and asking to join the Buddhist monastic order.
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Lama Zopa Rimpoche went for divination and returned to inform her that she would be ordained at 9 am the next day. "I made a call to my parents. They offered me their support. And borrowing a robe, I embraced my new life," says Barkha. Today, the 41 year old's wardrobe is down to two sets of robes, some woollens to ward off the chill and a pair of flipflops. "My only worldly possessions are my cell phone and laptop. I live off my savings but I'm blissfully happy," says Barkha who claims to be first Indian nun from the non-Himalayan region.
Right now, she is offering prayers for the victims of the Nepal earthquake. Otherwise, she can be found meditating at Dharamsala or caring for HIV positive kids at the Tara Children's Project in Bodh Gaya. "Years ago, I had told the judges at a beauty pageant that if I won, I'd work with under-privileged children. I'm doing that now," she points out. She will soon be promoting Surkhaab which releases in India a year-anda-half after after winning awards and accolades in the US and Canada where it opened in 2012. The film about illegal immigration and human trafficking, has her playing Jeet, a Judo gold medallist forced to flee her country. "It was shot in Toronto and Punjab in just 25 days with a skeletal 10-member unit on a shoe-string budget.
I was the co-producer, the lead actress, and the chaiwallah," she laughs. Does she see herself making another movie? "Not unless it's a nun's story," she retorts. What about her own story? Barkha insists other nuns have better stories to tell, pointing to her teacher-mentor Ven. Robina Courtin, a martial arts expert from England, fondly referred to as the Dalai Lama's bodyguard. "Her life's work with death row prisoners in the Kentucky State Penitentiary spun two documentarie, On the Road Home (1998) and Chasing Buddha (2000), and Vicki Mackenzie's book, Why Buddhism? (2003)," she says.
"Hjetsunma Tenzin Palmo, another English born nun, was the subject of the documentary, Cave In The Snow (2002). She spent 12 years in an Himalayan Cave and eventually started a nunnery, Dongyu Gatsal Lin." Barkha herself wants to start a nunnery in India. "If you want to make movies you go to a film school. If you want to become a doctor, you go to a medical school. But where does an aspiring nun go to?" she asks. (Article Source)
(Originally Published In Ahemdabad Times)
Right now, she is offering prayers for the victims of the Nepal earthquake. Otherwise, she can be found meditating at Dharamsala or caring for HIV positive kids at the Tara Children's Project in Bodh Gaya. "Years ago, I had told the judges at a beauty pageant that if I won, I'd work with under-privileged children. I'm doing that now," she points out. She will soon be promoting Surkhaab which releases in India a year-anda-half after after winning awards and accolades in the US and Canada where it opened in 2012. The film about illegal immigration and human trafficking, has her playing Jeet, a Judo gold medallist forced to flee her country. "It was shot in Toronto and Punjab in just 25 days with a skeletal 10-member unit on a shoe-string budget.
I was the co-producer, the lead actress, and the chaiwallah," she laughs. Does she see herself making another movie? "Not unless it's a nun's story," she retorts. What about her own story? Barkha insists other nuns have better stories to tell, pointing to her teacher-mentor Ven. Robina Courtin, a martial arts expert from England, fondly referred to as the Dalai Lama's bodyguard. "Her life's work with death row prisoners in the Kentucky State Penitentiary spun two documentarie, On the Road Home (1998) and Chasing Buddha (2000), and Vicki Mackenzie's book, Why Buddhism? (2003)," she says.
"Hjetsunma Tenzin Palmo, another English born nun, was the subject of the documentary, Cave In The Snow (2002). She spent 12 years in an Himalayan Cave and eventually started a nunnery, Dongyu Gatsal Lin." Barkha herself wants to start a nunnery in India. "If you want to make movies you go to a film school. If you want to become a doctor, you go to a medical school. But where does an aspiring nun go to?" she asks. (Article Source)
(Originally Published In Ahemdabad Times)
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